The Original Twisted Spinster - YUK

Started a new drug today... I feel like crap. It hit me around 11 am as i was volunteering in Mudpuppys classroom.
My ear are ringing, i feel like i want to puke, i keep running to the bathroom and sharp gut pains. I've slept for about 2 hours. I could sleep some more. These are NOT the side effects i chose from the huge list provided. I wanted the weight loss, loss of appetite and reduced menstrual flow. Doc says it will subside over the next two weeks. Yah ok so sure my body feels crummy, my intestinal tract is messed up what a cure! I feel to awful to think about the crap in my head!  I want to go back to my herbals. Unfortunately my Doc cant see how they will be covered under my ins. I ran out 2 months ago. no funds to get what i need. $1 for 30 days of feeling like this.. or $175 for 30 days on my herbals which have no side effects. on the 29th i get back the results of some lab work on my kidneys, thyroid and all the other basic stuff. I've left two messages to set up apointments with mental health counseling. They havent called back. *shaking head*. The referal says priority LOL. Wookie and i talked at great length last night. SO much stuff. Long night.  I will get an eval on surgery for my neck on the 29th as well. It may be the only option to broden my employement abilities. This is the last thing i ever wanted right now. Have a pending surgery/disability and also have it in medical records that my head is so messed up I am incapable of functioning normaly. Looks like we may have a seperation for a month or two.. This is not what we want. He may live in the cities to find work or work until March then mudpuppy and i will follow. We still have no place to go and an uncomfortable option may have mudpuppy changing schools 3 times this year alone. We are trying to find a solution to not have to do that with him.